11 May 2011
Firstly, I seem to have developed a severe issue with being 5-10 minutes late for nearly everything I do. For the most part, it works out extremely well for most people, as THEY are often running late; on the OTHER hand, it makes me look extremely irresponsible and rude. I would like to be early from now on.
Secondly, it would seem to me that I often give off an air of superiority or condescension toward others that isn’t backed up by any kind of actual prowess, fame, or skill. I would like to be aware of and STOP such behavior/mindsets because it makes me look like a total stuck-up and pompous bitch. I dislike this. I need to stop making assumptions about people and start being loving and naive. I should aim to be much more humble. I ain’t no queen.
I literally got a parking ticket, broke my car, tore a sandal, locked my keys INSIDE the car, was living on a couch for 4 days, and have been late to several important appointments, and and LITERALLY just laughed and fucking SMILED.
I mean HONESTLY: WHAT’S UP WITH THAT?!? >_<! There’s got to be SOME righteous anger, right? >_<
And on TOP of that, the horrendous smilies. I don’t know if anyone ELSE has a problem with them, but seriously now, I am annoying MYSELF with all the god-awful CHEER.
I mean, I wouldn’t DATE someone who was in as bad of shape as I am now, so why in God’s name would I think it’s acceptable for ME to be this god-damned fat or lazy-assed??
Also: I NEED TO GET A FUCKING JOB, stop cussing, AND find a place to live. Seriously, Sadie: SNAP OUT OF IT.
GET A F*CKING LIFE, HO.