Friday – 07 June 2013
I guess blogging is good for one thing. When things are seeming overwhelming and I don’t want to unload or vent or “dish” out negativity on other living beings, it seems like a very healthy and productive thing to turn immediately to my writing. Why don’t I engage in this more often? I guess a large part of it is that I have been a bit afraid of feeling like I am purposely isolating myself and becoming a “chosen lonely.” I have many people I call “friends,” but few that I would also call “confidant.”
Is it perhaps true that I don’t trust them? I suppose in a certain way this could be a rather large part of it. I guess I judge myself so harshly on a personal level that I don’t think anyone else could really understand without all the facts and I want to do myself justice.